Okay, so, I decided to try this “edging challenge” thing. I’d heard about it, and, well, I was curious. It’s all about, you know, getting close to the edge… and then stopping. Sounds simple, right? It’s not.
Day 1: The Beginning
I started off feeling pretty confident. Like, “Yeah, I can control myself, no problem.” First few attempts? Easy peasy. Stopped myself, took a break, felt… fine. I thought, “This is going to be a breeze.” Famous last words, I tell ya.
Day 2: The Itch
Woke up, and the urge was definitely there. Like a little itch you can’t quite scratch. Decided to try it again, but this time, getting close to the edge felt… different. More intense. Stopping was harder, but I managed it. It felt strangely… powerful. I don’t know, hard to explain.
Day 3: The Test
This is where things got interesting. I mean, I really wanted to go all the way. My body was screaming at me. But I held back. Multiple times. Each time I stopped, the feeling afterwards was… amplified. The frustration was building, but so was something else. A kind of heightened awareness, maybe?
- Attempt 1: Stopped. Felt… shaky.
- Attempt 2: Stopped again. Heart was pounding.
- Attempt 3: Almost lost it. Pulled back at the last second. Wow.
Day 4: The Edge of Reason
Today,I almost gave in and there is a thought told me “No,You have to hold on”.I tried some deep breaths, and then find something else to do to distract myself. I don’t know when is the end,but I think I can.
Day 5: Reflection
Okay, so I’m still in the middle of this challenge. I’m not sure what the ultimate “point” is, but I’ve definitely learned a few things about my own willpower, my body’s responses, and just how intense things can get when you push yourself to the limit… and then pull back. It’s a weird, frustrating, but also kind of fascinating experience. Would I recommend it? I don’t know yet. Maybe ask me again when (and if) I finish!
