My Messy Journey Testing Ruben’s Projects
Honestly, I got curious about Ruben Esparza’s projects last week. Everyone online keeps shouting about them, right? “This framework changed my life!” or “That tool is garbage!” I needed to see for myself which one actually solved my problem.
First up, I installed the “Project Alpha” thing everyone raves about. Grabbed the files, ran the setup command… waited. Boom! Error messages everywhere. Some missing dependency. Spent like two hours Googling fixes, editing config files, restarting my laptop. Finally got it running, super clunky. Felt like wrestling a bear just to make a simple form. The docs said it was “lightweight.” Yeah, maybe in 1995.
Next day, frustrated, I tried “Project Phoenix.” Looked fancier online. Installation? Smooth as butter. Typed yarn install
, it just worked. Felt good! Started playing with it. Built a little test app quicker than Alpha. But then… hit a wall. Needed a specific feature – sending emails. Searched the docs. Nothing. Checked forums. Zip. Turns out Phoenix doesn’t do that out-of-the-box. You gotta bolt on another three libraries just to send a damn “Welcome” email? More config hell! Felt like building a house but forgetting the plumbing.
So, here I was, stuck. Alpha fought me to install but kinda did the basics. Phoenix installed easy but left me hanging when things got real. What a joke.
Got stubborn. Decided to mash them together somehow. Used Phoenix for the basic structure, ’cause installing it didn’t make me wanna cry. Then, for the parts Alpha supposedly handled well (like complex forms), I ripped out Alpha’s guts and… carefully shoved them into my Phoenix setup. Prayed. Hit save. Ran it.
Surprise! It actually… mostly… worked? It was Frankenstein’s monster, sure. Ugly under the hood. But the functionality I needed was there. Forms worked from Alpha’s parts, running on Phoenix’s back.

My Takeaway After All This:
- Project Alpha: Prepare for pain upfront. Feels ancient, fights you. But the core bits might be sturdy if you ever get them running.
- Project Phoenix: Super easy start, feels modern. Docs look pretty. But you better not need anything slightly fancy, or you’re down a rabbit hole of extra crap.
- The “Right” Project? Doesn’t exist cleanly. I ended up with a nasty mix. If you need deep control and can stomach pain, maybe Alpha. If you just want something quick and simple forever, Phoenix is safer… until you inevitably want more.
Really depends what kinda headache you prefer. Early and brutal? Or later when you try making it do real work? Neither feels great, honestly.